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Back To Zero

by Drop Out Julian

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1.
Zero 03:39
Break down these walls Disregard the signs (That keep telling you to change) Tears fall like waterfalls And tears cross the line Now I, I don’t mind Doing this alone No, alone Let the wind spin me back to zero (And kiss my stupid thoughts goodbye) Please world bring back my hero (That I kicked out of my life) Wind spin me back to zero, and on your way Move me, move me, move me passed the one Breakdown inside herself She cries because (Of what’s on the outside) Please do, please trust yourself Please trust that there’s love Now I, I don’t mind Doing this alone No, alone Let the wind spin me back to zero (And kiss my stupid thoughts goodbye) Please world bring back my hero (That I kicked out of my life) Wind spin me back to zero, and on your way Move me, move me, move me passed the one One stupid thought, one silly word No trust in me, no hope in me Zero, zero, zero, zero… oh And move me passed the… Let the wind spin me back to zero (And kiss my stupid thoughts goodbye) Please world bring back my hero (That I kicked out of my life) Wind spin me back to zero, and on your way Move me, move me, move me passed the one Wind spin me back to zero Wind spin me back to zero Wind spin me back to zero Wind spin me back to zero And on your way…
2.
Doll 03:45
You may know my wrongs Or you could know I’m right You could hear my song Or leave before it’s light You could see my flaws That I try to rewrite With every word and song But you’d still love to fight Can someone help me see? You, it’s you, it’s you Opening my eyes You, it’s you, it’s you (Turning) Winding me up You, it’s you, it’s you Pointing the direction You, it’s you, it’s you You’re doing something right I could tell you up Everything you’ve done The bombs that you’ve set off And the mess you didn’t clean up Can someone help me see? You, it’s you, it’s you Opening my eyes You, it’s you, it’s you (Turning) Winding me up You, it’s you, it’s you Pointing the direction You, it’s you, it’s you You’re doing something… I’m just a doll in your hands With a gear in my back But a heart and soul This figure does lack Paint instead of skin And wood in place of bones All I need is one wish… I’m alive You, it’s you, it’s you Opening my eyes You, it’s you, it’s you (Turning) Winding me up You, it’s you, it’s you Pointing the direction You, it’s you, it’s you You’re doing something You, it’s you, it’s you Opening my eyes You, it’s you, it’s you (Turning) Winding me up You, it’s you, it’s you Pointing the direction You, it’s you, it’s you You’re doing something right
3.
Been sewing for a lifetime Was never taught to weave This tangled web of worlds And shiny things Girl, you’ve got me tied up Life, you got me drowned And in this ocean where you left me Life was never found Life’s falling apart, or so it seems And I can’t fix it, or sew its seams And I need you to put together me Been bleeding for a lifetime We’ve all been bleeding green Just to buy us more silver And shining Gold, you’ve got me frozen A statue in the sand Slowly being uncovered After the world’s end Life’s falling apart, or so it seems And I can’t fix it, or sew its seams And I need you to put together me Life’s falling apart I’m no longer me My eyes are closing My hands are as cold as my heart Life’s falling apart, or so it seems And I can’t fix it, or sew its seams And I need you to put together me If life weren’t a problem We wouldn’t need to change If life hadn’t kept me sitting here on the same page Then I wouldn’t need to put together To put together me! To put together…
4.
Innocent 02:56
On a bus ride home To a place I call my own With the girl I’m now in love with She greets me with a kiss That one month made me miss But the way she kiss ain’t the same How could she break the trust she gave Innocent until proven guilty I know that you missed me I can tell that it’s the truth But while I was away You did some things you shouldn’t do Did it get you through Was he enough to cross the line Because you look to innocent To be innocent this time Pack your things you headed out Jury decided without doubt Those lips aren’t mine anymore I don’t want to hear What I used to fear Because my nightmares came true How could she break the trust she gave Innocent until proven guilty I know that you missed me I can tell that it’s the truth But while I was away You did some things you shouldn’t do Did it get you through Was he enough to cross the line Because you look too innocent To be innocent this time You’re going to miss what we had I know that you missed me I can tell that it’s the truth But while I was away You did some things you shouldn’t do Did it get you through Was he enough to cross the line Because you look to innocent To be innocent I know that you missed me I can tell that it’s the truth But while I was away You did some things you shouldn’t do Did it get you through Was he enough to cross the line Because you look too innocent To be innocent this time
5.
If you kissed me, would you taste the words? The ones I couldn’t say The ones you’ve never heard And if you looked, looked into those eyes Would you understand The way I feel inside I’ve got something to say Oh, but I don’t know how When the words fail, music speaks to you When my heart has scaled a mountain just for you And when I know it’s there, the love will sing to you Until then sing with me Now we’re here again looking into those eyes I hope you understand The way I feel inside I’ve got something to say Oh, but I don’t know how When the words fail, music speaks to you When my heart has scaled a mountain just for you And when I know it’s there, the love will sing to you Until then sing with me So now we’re stuck between And you know what I mean To say the right thing You’ve got something to say Oh, but you don’t know how When the words fail, music speaks to you When my heart has scaled a mountain just for you And when I know it’s there, the love will sing to you Yeah the love will sing to you The love will sing to you Until then sing with me When the words fail, music speaks to you When my heart has scaled a mountain just for you And when I know it’s there, the love will sing to you Until then sing with me
6.
Everything 04:27
It’s been many days since I last saw you But it’s been many days since I have needed you You said it was the best if you left me now But more than ever, I still love you There may be things I’ve said Just so you know those things sit in my head There’s something about you That I just can’t point out There’s something about you That I can’t live without You mean everything You mean everything Sometimes I wonder why I know That I am nothing without you It’s been many days since you’ve had something to say Every time I call, you never answer me With things the way they are, I still want you Can’t seem to figure out why you left There may be things I’ve done I take them back, now please, let them be gone There’s something about you That I just can’t point out There’s something about you That I can’t live without You mean everything You mean everything Sometimes I wonder why I know That I am nothing without you And now that you are gone I’ve realized what I need so please hear this song There’s something about you That I just can’t point out There’s something about you That I can’t live without You mean everything You mean everything Sometimes I wonder why I know that I am nothing… without you
7.
Orange 03:25
So I had another dream last night One like the kind I haven’t had in a long time I had just been with my girl You’d have thought my mind would have been anywhere else But you Somehow after all these years You’re still on my mind My feelings haven’t changed although the time has Separated what friendship we had But after last night I’m glad Because you were in my dreams And I was holding onto you Watching through a television screen Of a different me (with your lips on him) I could nearly scream because the way I want you now Could only live, it seems, if I’m not with you I can’t be that guy anymore So today I’ve been sitting down Wishing I could relive the dream And I look back now, not only to the dream But to the passed years of my life Because you were in my dreams And I was holding onto you Watching through a television screen Of a different me (with your lips on him) I could nearly scream because the way I want you now Could only live, it seems, if I’m not with you I can’t be that guy anymore If I could understand what I’m feeling right now You’d be the first to find out I don’t want to stir my feelings around So if I pour them out It’ll be easier to find what I’m looking for
8.
It used to be ice in these hard times Turn the cold shoulder after screaming a few lines But now that your words have got some heat All the ice around us melts down to our feet Don’t tell me I don’t love you… Oh! Unlike before All of our emotions slip through the floor Oh! Don’t forget to close the door And on your way out realize I don’t miss you anymore A flamethrower of a mouth made me want to douse All the fire she put me through and burns I could live without But I guess these burns are my fault too Why live with someone who doesn’t want to live with you Don’t tell me I don’t love you… Oh! Unlike before All of our emotions slip through the floor Oh! Don’t forget to close the door And on your way out realize I don’t miss you anymore On a cold day, in the wrong way The heat of an argument kept me warm On a cold day in the wrong way The heat of an argument kept me warm Don’t tell me I don’t love you… Oh! Unlike before All of our emotions slip through the floor Oh! Don’t forget to close the door And on your way out realize I don’t miss you anymore On a cold day, in the wrong way The heat of an argument kept me warm On a cold day in the wrong way The heat of an argument kept me warm On a cold day, in the wrong way The heat of an argument kept me warm On a cold day in the wrong way The heat of an argument kept me warm
9.
You walked into my show and knew right where to go To the front row And I hate to be generic But you lit up the room Then your eyes met mine I knew that you already knew mine If only that’s the way thing were going to be for the night I know you didn’t know her And well I didn’t either You didn’t like them from the start Or what they had in their eyes Sparks Which fell from my hands But on you they didn’t land You kicked them away Then what’d you do? You cried, cried… The faster we run, the harder the wall And as big as we are, it still hurts to fall I’m moving nowhere, but I’m keeping my space Because the more we love, the more we hate How did I not know when you walked out? I guess I couldn’t see through the crowd And then another no one filled the space Where you once were We got too attached To the point of no turning back We had one rule: What you give is what you get The faster we run, the harder the wall And as big as we are, it still hurts to fall I’m moving nowhere, but I’m keeping my space Because the more we love, the more we hate The more we love, the more we hate The circle keeps turning until it breaks But when it does we’re free Just you and me, with time to think You may think I’m stupid because of how little time It took me to make up my mind That I wanted you all to myself To share you with no one else To keep on loving you But it’s ok if you don’t agree… All I want and all I need And all I think and all I bleed Written on my heart, all you need to read Is your first name, middle, then last I don’t want to make you just a part of my past Be mine in the present time And if you say future, that’ll be just fine The more I’m happy, the more I’m sad For every good day, there’s one that’s bad The more I don’t see you The more I wish I did Because for every can there’s a lid And I know that you’re mine Because when you’re not here This is what comes spilling out The faster we run, the harder the wall And as big as we are, it still hurts to fall I’m moving nowhere, but I’m keeping my space Because the more we love, the more we hate I’m moving nowhere, but I’m keeping my space Because the more we love, the more we hate
10.
I hope one day this becomes reality Not only for me, but for you I feel as though we’re holding each other back No day’s a good one to leave… no I hope one day you see me With someone who you could’ve been But one day they will leave me I haven’t cared for someone since I never stopped liking you And one day I’ll look for you again You were leading me down a path On which I was heading where I wanted to go But the road got narrow, then there was nothing left but you So let’s go and find our own ways But only for now Because in the end my path will meet yours again I hope one day you see me With someone who you could’ve been But one day they will leave me I haven’t cared for someone since I never stopped liking you And one day I’ll look for you again I hope one day you see me With someone who you could’ve been But one day they will leave me I haven’t cared for someone since I never stopped loving you (And one day I’ll look for you again) And one day I’ll look for you again (One day I’ll look for you again) One day I’ll look for you again I’ll be here without you But I’m sort of moving on Neither one of us wants to But you know it’s been too long Nah, nah, nah… nah, nah, nah Nah, nah, nah… nah, nah, nah I hope you, I hope you understand I’ve realized how much I’ve found out now I hope you, I hope you understand I’ve realized how much I’ve found out now I hope you, I hope you understand I’ve realized now… That I hope you… I hope you understand
11.
Falling 04:32
If you’re down, I pick you up You ask why, I say because of love Now I said before you I’d put nothing But I need some help because I’m falling from above When you say forever, do you mean forever? Because I sure do When I said I’ll never, I’ll never leave, will you? When can I put my trust into the one that I love? No need to run, no need to fight because I’ll be there forever with you I always thought that angels were to fall And that I was to catch them all I disagree, there’s only one for me Silenced by your beauty, can you still hear my call? When you say forever, do you mean forever? Because I sure do When I said I’ll never, I’ll never leave, will you? When can I put my trust into the one that I love? No need to run, no need to fight because I’ll be there forever with you Now in my dreams… I’m falling through the sky into your arms I falling through the sky, I cannot breathe Now it’s not a dream and I can’t fly I’m falling through the sky, will you catch me? Will you catch me? Will you catch me? Will you catch me? I do have faith When you say forever, do you mean forever? Because I sure do When I said I’ll never, I’ll never leave, will you? When can I put my trust into the one that I love? No need to run, no need to fight because I’ll be there forever with you
12.
“I love you” it’s a phrase Have you ever heard it Probably more than once today The mute believe they say And the blind believe they see and I think I am blind and deaf To what love says to me Love’s not a word, it’s a feeling But often the line can be blurred For reasons of lust and obsession It’s said more than needs to be heard Love’s not a word, it’s a feeling It’s the unknowing who mix the two up So let’s keep our mouths closed and our hearts gaping wide And keep this break not a break up The sign on your face says no stopping or standing But that is outside of my comprehending All I want is to stay here It’s as close as I can be near Without losing my mind Love’s not a word, it’s a feeling But often the line can be blurred For reasons of lust and obsession It’s said more than needs to be heard Love’s not a word, it’s a feeling It’s the unknowing who mix the two up So let’s keep our mouths closed and our hearts gaping wide And keep this break not a break up It’s a feeling not a word An emotion not a verb What have we done with love? I can’t stand when we’re apart Now I am in the dark I don’t want to regret when I’m with you Love’s not a word, it’s a feeling But often the line can be blurred For reasons of lust and obsession It’s said more than needs to be heard Love’s not a word, it’s a feeling It’s the unknowing who mix the two up So let’s keep our mouths closed and our hearts gaping wide And keep this break not a break up Love’s not a word, it’s a feeling

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released March 16, 2015

Dean Howey: Lead Vocals / Guitar
Cody Esposito: Guitar / Backing Vocals
Ryan Gemmell: Bass
Tyler Kollinok: Drums

Written by Dean Howey
Recorded, Mixed, and Mastered by Tyler Kollinok
Artwork by Kyle Howey & Braxton Kocher

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