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Back To Zero

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released March 16, 2015

Dean Howey: Lead Vocals / Guitar
Cody Esposito: Guitar / Backing Vocals
Ryan Gemmell: Bass
Tyler Kollinok: Drums

Written by Dean Howey
Recorded, Mixed, and Mastered by Tyler Kollinok
Artwork by Kyle Howey & Braxton Kocher

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Track Name: Zero
Break down these walls
Disregard the signs
(That keep telling you to change)
Tears fall like waterfalls
And tears cross the line

Now I, I don’t mind
Doing this alone
No, alone

Let the wind spin me back to zero
(And kiss my stupid thoughts goodbye)
Please world bring back my hero
(That I kicked out of my life)
Wind spin me back to zero, and on your way
Move me, move me, move me passed the one

Breakdown inside herself
She cries because
(Of what’s on the outside)
Please do, please trust yourself
Please trust that there’s love

Now I, I don’t mind
Doing this alone
No, alone

Let the wind spin me back to zero
(And kiss my stupid thoughts goodbye)
Please world bring back my hero
(That I kicked out of my life)
Wind spin me back to zero, and on your way
Move me, move me, move me passed the one

One stupid thought, one silly word
No trust in me, no hope in me
Zero, zero, zero, zero… oh
And move me passed the…

Let the wind spin me back to zero
(And kiss my stupid thoughts goodbye)
Please world bring back my hero
(That I kicked out of my life)
Wind spin me back to zero, and on your way
Move me, move me, move me passed the one
Wind spin me back to zero
Wind spin me back to zero
Wind spin me back to zero
Wind spin me back to zero
And on your way…
Track Name: Doll
You may know my wrongs
Or you could know I’m right
You could hear my song
Or leave before it’s light

You could see my flaws
That I try to rewrite
With every word and song
But you’d still love to fight

Can someone help me see?

You, it’s you, it’s you
Opening my eyes
You, it’s you, it’s you
(Turning) Winding me up
You, it’s you, it’s you
Pointing the direction
You, it’s you, it’s you
You’re doing something right

I could tell you up
Everything you’ve done
The bombs that you’ve set off
And the mess you didn’t clean up

Can someone help me see?

You, it’s you, it’s you
Opening my eyes
You, it’s you, it’s you
(Turning) Winding me up
You, it’s you, it’s you
Pointing the direction
You, it’s you, it’s you
You’re doing something…

I’m just a doll in your hands
With a gear in my back
But a heart and soul
This figure does lack
Paint instead of skin
And wood in place of bones
All I need is one wish…
I’m alive
You, it’s you, it’s you
Opening my eyes
You, it’s you, it’s you
(Turning) Winding me up
You, it’s you, it’s you
Pointing the direction
You, it’s you, it’s you
You’re doing something

You, it’s you, it’s you
Opening my eyes
You, it’s you, it’s you
(Turning) Winding me up
You, it’s you, it’s you
Pointing the direction
You, it’s you, it’s you
You’re doing something right
Track Name: Put Together Me
Been sewing for a lifetime
Was never taught to weave
This tangled web of worlds
And shiny things
Girl, you’ve got me tied up
Life, you got me drowned
And in this ocean where you left me
Life was never found

Life’s falling apart, or so it seems
And I can’t fix it, or sew its seams
And I need you to put together me

Been bleeding for a lifetime
We’ve all been bleeding green
Just to buy us more silver
And shining
Gold, you’ve got me frozen
A statue in the sand
Slowly being uncovered
After the world’s end

Life’s falling apart, or so it seems
And I can’t fix it, or sew its seams
And I need you to put together me

Life’s falling apart
I’m no longer me
My eyes are closing
My hands are as cold as my heart

Life’s falling apart, or so it seems
And I can’t fix it, or sew its seams
And I need you to put together me

If life weren’t a problem
We wouldn’t need to change
If life hadn’t kept me sitting here on the same page
Then I wouldn’t need to put together
To put together me!

To put together…
Track Name: Innocent
On a bus ride home
To a place I call my own
With the girl I’m now in love with
She greets me with a kiss
That one month made me miss
But the way she kiss ain’t the same

How could she break the trust she gave
Innocent until proven guilty

I know that you missed me
I can tell that it’s the truth
But while I was away
You did some things you shouldn’t do
Did it get you through
Was he enough to cross the line
Because you look to innocent
To be innocent this time

Pack your things you headed out
Jury decided without doubt
Those lips aren’t mine anymore
I don’t want to hear
What I used to fear
Because my nightmares came true

How could she break the trust she gave
Innocent until proven guilty

I know that you missed me
I can tell that it’s the truth
But while I was away
You did some things you shouldn’t do
Did it get you through
Was he enough to cross the line
Because you look too innocent
To be innocent this time

You’re going to miss what we had

I know that you missed me
I can tell that it’s the truth
But while I was away
You did some things you shouldn’t do
Did it get you through
Was he enough to cross the line
Because you look to innocent
To be innocent

I know that you missed me
I can tell that it’s the truth
But while I was away
You did some things you shouldn’t do
Did it get you through
Was he enough to cross the line
Because you look too innocent
To be innocent this time
Track Name: Something To Say
If you kissed me, would you taste the words?
The ones I couldn’t say
The ones you’ve never heard

And if you looked, looked into those eyes
Would you understand
The way I feel inside

I’ve got something to say
Oh, but I don’t know how

When the words fail, music speaks to you
When my heart has scaled a mountain just for you
And when I know it’s there, the love will sing to you
Until then sing with me

Now we’re here again looking into those eyes
I hope you understand
The way I feel inside

I’ve got something to say
Oh, but I don’t know how

When the words fail, music speaks to you
When my heart has scaled a mountain just for you
And when I know it’s there, the love will sing to you
Until then sing with me

So now we’re stuck between
And you know what I mean
To say the right thing

You’ve got something to say
Oh, but you don’t know how


When the words fail, music speaks to you
When my heart has scaled a mountain just for you
And when I know it’s there, the love will sing to you
Yeah the love will sing to you
The love will sing to you
Until then sing with me

When the words fail, music speaks to you
When my heart has scaled a mountain just for you
And when I know it’s there, the love will sing to you
Until then sing with me
Track Name: Everything
It’s been many days since I last saw you
But it’s been many days since I have needed you
You said it was the best if you left me now
But more than ever, I still love you

There may be things I’ve said
Just so you know those things sit in my head

There’s something about you
That I just can’t point out
There’s something about you
That I can’t live without
You mean everything
You mean everything
Sometimes I wonder why I know
That I am nothing without you

It’s been many days since you’ve had something to say
Every time I call, you never answer me
With things the way they are, I still want you
Can’t seem to figure out why you left

There may be things I’ve done
I take them back, now please, let them be gone

There’s something about you
That I just can’t point out
There’s something about you
That I can’t live without
You mean everything
You mean everything
Sometimes I wonder why I know
That I am nothing without you

And now that you are gone
I’ve realized what I need so please hear this song

There’s something about you
That I just can’t point out
There’s something about you
That I can’t live without
You mean everything
You mean everything
Sometimes I wonder why I know that
I am nothing… without you
Track Name: Orange
So I had another dream last night
One like the kind I haven’t had in a long time
I had just been with my girl
You’d have thought my mind would have been anywhere else
But you

Somehow after all these years
You’re still on my mind
My feelings haven’t changed although the time has
Separated what friendship we had
But after last night I’m glad

Because you were in my dreams
And I was holding onto you
Watching through a television screen
Of a different me (with your lips on him)
I could nearly scream because the way I want you now
Could only live, it seems, if I’m not with you
I can’t be that guy anymore

So today I’ve been sitting down
Wishing I could relive the dream
And I look back now, not only to the dream
But to the passed years of my life

Because you were in my dreams
And I was holding onto you
Watching through a television screen
Of a different me (with your lips on him)
I could nearly scream because the way I want you now
Could only live, it seems, if I’m not with you
I can’t be that guy anymore

If I could understand what I’m feeling right now
You’d be the first to find out
I don’t want to stir my feelings around
So if I pour them out
It’ll be easier to find what I’m looking for
Track Name: The Heat of an Argument
It used to be ice in these hard times
Turn the cold shoulder after screaming a few lines
But now that your words have got some heat
All the ice around us melts down to our feet

Don’t tell me I don’t love you…

Oh! Unlike before
All of our emotions slip through the floor
Oh! Don’t forget to close the door
And on your way out realize
I don’t miss you anymore

A flamethrower of a mouth made me want to douse
All the fire she put me through and burns I could live without
But I guess these burns are my fault too
Why live with someone who doesn’t want to live with you

Don’t tell me I don’t love you…

Oh! Unlike before
All of our emotions slip through the floor
Oh! Don’t forget to close the door
And on your way out realize
I don’t miss you anymore

On a cold day, in the wrong way
The heat of an argument kept me warm
On a cold day in the wrong way
The heat of an argument kept me warm

Don’t tell me I don’t love you…

Oh! Unlike before
All of our emotions slip through the floor
Oh! Don’t forget to close the door
And on your way out realize
I don’t miss you anymore

On a cold day, in the wrong way
The heat of an argument kept me warm
On a cold day in the wrong way
The heat of an argument kept me warm
On a cold day, in the wrong way
The heat of an argument kept me warm
On a cold day in the wrong way
The heat of an argument kept me warm
Track Name: The More We Hate
You walked into my show and knew right where to go
To the front row
And I hate to be generic
But you lit up the room
Then your eyes met mine
I knew that you already knew mine
If only that’s the way thing were going to be for the night

I know you didn’t know her
And well I didn’t either
You didn’t like them from the start
Or what they had in their eyes
Sparks
Which fell from my hands
But on you they didn’t land
You kicked them away
Then what’d you do?
You cried, cried…

The faster we run, the harder the wall
And as big as we are, it still hurts to fall
I’m moving nowhere, but I’m keeping my space
Because the more we love, the more we hate

How did I not know when you walked out?
I guess I couldn’t see through the crowd
And then another no one filled the space
Where you once were
We got too attached
To the point of no turning back
We had one rule:
What you give is what you get

The faster we run, the harder the wall
And as big as we are, it still hurts to fall
I’m moving nowhere, but I’m keeping my space
Because the more we love, the more we hate

The more we love, the more we hate
The circle keeps turning until it breaks
But when it does we’re free
Just you and me, with time to think
You may think I’m stupid because of how little time
It took me to make up my mind
That I wanted you all to myself
To share you with no one else
To keep on loving you
But it’s ok if you don’t agree…
All I want and all I need
And all I think and all I bleed
Written on my heart, all you need to read
Is your first name, middle, then last
I don’t want to make you just a part of my past
Be mine in the present time
And if you say future, that’ll be just fine
The more I’m happy, the more I’m sad
For every good day, there’s one that’s bad
The more I don’t see you
The more I wish I did
Because for every can there’s a lid
And I know that you’re mine
Because when you’re not here
This is what comes spilling out

The faster we run, the harder the wall
And as big as we are, it still hurts to fall
I’m moving nowhere, but I’m keeping my space
Because the more we love, the more we hate

I’m moving nowhere, but I’m keeping my space
Because the more we love, the more we hate
Track Name: Could Have Been You
I hope one day this becomes reality
Not only for me, but for you
I feel as though we’re holding each other back
No day’s a good one to leave… no

I hope one day you see me
With someone who you could’ve been
But one day they will leave me
I haven’t cared for someone since
I never stopped liking you
And one day I’ll look for you again

You were leading me down a path
On which I was heading where I wanted to go
But the road got narrow, then there was nothing left but you
So let’s go and find our own ways
But only for now
Because in the end my path will meet yours again

I hope one day you see me
With someone who you could’ve been
But one day they will leave me
I haven’t cared for someone since
I never stopped liking you
And one day I’ll look for you again

I hope one day you see me
With someone who you could’ve been
But one day they will leave me
I haven’t cared for someone since
I never stopped loving you
(And one day I’ll look for you again)
And one day I’ll look for you again
(One day I’ll look for you again)
One day I’ll look for you again

I’ll be here without you
But I’m sort of moving on
Neither one of us wants to
But you know it’s been too long

Nah, nah, nah… nah, nah, nah
Nah, nah, nah… nah, nah, nah

I hope you, I hope you understand
I’ve realized how much I’ve found out now
I hope you, I hope you understand
I’ve realized how much I’ve found out now
I hope you, I hope you understand
I’ve realized now…
That I hope you… I hope you understand
Track Name: Falling
If you’re down, I pick you up
You ask why, I say because of love
Now I said before you I’d put nothing
But I need some help because I’m falling from above

When you say forever, do you mean forever? Because I sure do
When I said I’ll never, I’ll never leave, will you?
When can I put my trust into the one that I love?
No need to run, no need to fight because
I’ll be there forever with you

I always thought that angels were to fall
And that I was to catch them all
I disagree, there’s only one for me
Silenced by your beauty, can you still hear my call?

When you say forever, do you mean forever? Because I sure do
When I said I’ll never, I’ll never leave, will you?
When can I put my trust into the one that I love?
No need to run, no need to fight because
I’ll be there forever with you

Now in my dreams…
I’m falling through the sky into your arms
I falling through the sky, I cannot breathe
Now it’s not a dream and I can’t fly
I’m falling through the sky, will you catch me?

Will you catch me?
Will you catch me?
Will you catch me?
I do have faith

When you say forever, do you mean forever? Because I sure do
When I said I’ll never, I’ll never leave, will you?
When can I put my trust into the one that I love?
No need to run, no need to fight because
I’ll be there forever with you
Track Name: Love's Not A Word
“I love you” it’s a phrase
Have you ever heard it
Probably more than once today
The mute believe they say
And the blind believe they see
and I think I am blind and deaf
To what love says to me

Love’s not a word, it’s a feeling
But often the line can be blurred
For reasons of lust and obsession
It’s said more than needs to be heard
Love’s not a word, it’s a feeling
It’s the unknowing who mix the two up
So let’s keep our mouths closed and our hearts gaping wide
And keep this break not a break up

The sign on your face says no stopping or standing
But that is outside of my comprehending
All I want is to stay here
It’s as close as I can be near
Without losing my mind

Love’s not a word, it’s a feeling
But often the line can be blurred
For reasons of lust and obsession
It’s said more than needs to be heard
Love’s not a word, it’s a feeling
It’s the unknowing who mix the two up
So let’s keep our mouths closed and our hearts gaping wide
And keep this break not a break up

It’s a feeling not a word
An emotion not a verb
What have we done with love?
I can’t stand when we’re apart
Now I am in the dark
I don’t want to regret when I’m with you

Love’s not a word, it’s a feeling
But often the line can be blurred
For reasons of lust and obsession
It’s said more than needs to be heard
Love’s not a word, it’s a feeling
It’s the unknowing who mix the two up
So let’s keep our mouths closed and our hearts gaping wide
And keep this break not a break up
Love’s not a word, it’s a feeling